Long Suffering

oh my...God really must love me in some weird kind of way. I know He does. I'm completely trusting in Him right now. I'm going out on a limb like I've never been before. I just read 1st Peter, prayed with Darla, and am now watching "My Fake Fiance." Trusting God is often time really difficult. What is really frustrating is realising that I only trust Him to pull through when I need Him most, not all the time, which is when I really need Him. I can be such a terrible daughter in that light, but at least I'm recognising it, and am going to do something to change it. I'm just letting you know that tonight, I am trusting, and hopefully my long suffering for this phase will be finally over, but my next phase will begin on another subject entirely.
=) goodnight world. <3