Just One More Day...

Currently listening to "Another Day" by Natalie Grant. It's a beautiful song that makes me appreciate so much about life that I've been missing. There's so much that I always miss out on from worrying or making dumb decisions. I'm still here, though, and I'm going to take advantage of it. Tomorrow I begin my second major roadtrip by myself. I really do wish, though, that I wasn't always so alone on taking these major trips. All of my friends that like to go roadtripping all live light years away and they are all the people that I go to see. Well, I do hope that when I go to school in Tennessee in the fall that I will be able to just get up and go with whatever friends I make there. That's sort of my thing. Plan wild and unabandoned trips. =)
In any event, as I'm sitting here, I'm trying to calm my nerves and am wondering when I'll be able to stop being sick because of it. There's just so much stress cos I'm thinking of worse case scenario. Things are working out so perfectly and well...I don't wanna ruin anything. I have a feeling I'm finna ruin it ALL. I just am really nervy about that. It hurts knowing that I could be the ultimate cause of my destruction of this trip. This was what I was afraid of; that I'd worry myself to be sick and ruin the delight of just being in the presence of heroes. Had it not been for Good Luck Varsity, then I wouldn't have found out about The Dry Leaf Project. Had it not been for The Dry Leaf Project, I probably wouldn't even be alive. Had it not been for me being alive, I wouldn't be doing the insane things that I still do. You don't even understand...all of these bands are ahmasing. My top five bands are as follows:
♥Nevertheless
♥TDLP
♥Hawk Nelson
♥GLV
♥Stellar Kart

Yeah...they all have great music and all. The difference is that they not only make great music, but they have great hearts, too. There are certain guys that I can pick out of the bands that I am closer to than others, like AJ Cheek, Wann, JP, Maverik, Steiny, Benner, Jenily, and Cody....those are people that I'd say run to them and they will open their arms WIDE for you. I promise that they will. Just as most people who are true Christians and lovers at heart, they will do just that and welcome you completely with all the love and words of faith and encouragement that you will need for the rest of your life to keep it going. I don't know how much better I'd be without having those humans direct me to the eternal source of passion. I owe them all majorly, and one day I will pay them back and stop being the obnoxious girl that I've become. I can't really say much else other than that they are all so kind and have been the best. It's like old spirits or something...

In other news:
Jenily last night was oh so kind as to direct me as to where she gets her passion from. I'm bringing mine with me on Friday, girl!!! Heart you guys... =)