Wonderful

I had a long night. I am so tired right now. K4C was shooting a video last night. So I was there for about an hour while Bobby was on the mic. It was ok, I guess. If you're into that whole kind of thing. I personally am not. But that's ok. =) Life is pretty good. All that I'm concerned about is my z count. I think I finally fell asleep around half past eleven. Considering that I had to be up at six, that was ludicrously late. I pretty much tanked for the marking period in AP. The mid-term I got a C. Which isn't bad at all. So, I am just relaxing in my comp class. I took a nap during chem class. I think the homework was page 196 or something. 28-30. Review and whatever on the "mole." Big "whoohoo!" there. I mean, that's just the worst class ever. I need to turn in some stuff since I'm falling behind. I hate repeating myself. And I don't like when people have to repeat themselves back to me. Since I'm only going to be on here for a little bit, I might as well make this good. I still like my friend. And he knows. And that's fine. I'm glad that he's my friend though. It would break my heart in two if he wasn't anymore just cos I said something. Man, I miss my Samsara. She was my little bowl of sunshine in the mornings, afternoons, and evenings. I miss her like loads. Like I miss chocolate (and I really do miss chocolate). On Saturday, I am watching some movie with my friend and then prolly gonna grab some pizza since there is nothing to eat at home. Oh! Tomorrow is true love waits. Even though I'm not a virgin anymore, I'm rededicating myself to my spouse. He deserves all of me and I feel real bad about not waiting. Which is terrible. Actually, I feel God awful about it. Gotta go! End of the day.

sitting in my classroom let's me clear my head. i feel like i can conquer the world. i have pretty curls in my hair and am so gorgeous!!! plus, last night, i was talking with a good friend of mine and he and i were discussing his birthday. our plans? to have a bacon cookoff and make a monument of his face out of every kind of bacon imaginable. it gave us a good laugh. it was just that funny. anyhow, eleventyseven is really cool. listening to more than a revolution on the land of fake believe. ever been to the land of fake believe? it's the place where people only believe what they say and don't ever show up with faith. it's a sad place. but, it is made brighter by the unicorn revolt taking place there thanks to matt, caleb, and jonathan. they really know how to put together a good revolt. =]] but anyhow, you know how life goes here at pchs. i must say that it's getting better. it isn't as depressing or random. well, i guess still just as random, but not in a bad way. rofl. you know how that goes. i'm still laughing at zane and giving noogies to my brother in class. (and why would they put us in the same class?) regardless, life is so much more awesome this year. i am determined to finish this year with a whole bunch of letters to my future spouse. whether i feel my thoughts are like a faucet or a raincloud doesn't matter. it just exists. and my future spouse deserves to know the inner thoughts of me. even the not so pretty ones. but i think that that's it for now. the bell's about to ring, and tomorrow i'm off to new york. so latersz dearies!!!

with all my love,
speechless in a small town