Too Long and Too Disappointing

I'm sitting in class right now, listening to T-Dub. "My internet broke," he whispered as he hung his head. "Now I'm never gonna learn how to do the hustle." These are the things that make life the hilarious piece of randomness it is. On this day, I have had some time to refelct on some of my actions in the past week. Let's see...there is no way that this is all real. I still can't believe half of this stuff has happened. I didn't get in an accident. I didn't run off. I didn't nearly kill myself. It still is too surreal. Makes me wanna turn back time. Still feels like I can turn back time. I still can't remember. I'm having a rough time. I can't believe all of this. Dad said that it's me being traumatized. On this occasion, though, there are things that make me very happy. Things like, I was accepted to Honor Academy. Things like, Trevecca still wants me real bad. Things like, I love life today. Just on this occasion alone. Not on any other occasion. So I'm pretty excited. Maybe I'll get a call from Shan. Maybe I won't. Either way, it may be a while before I get a call from B. Or from whoever else. K, bye world.