There is sooo much

I haven't been on here as much as I normally am. For that, I owe you all an apology. Things have been a little hectic over here. LGHY has kinda taken off with an unexpected whirlwind of support. My mind is still boggled by the intensity in support. I'm just sitting back and taking it all in, wondering what God's going to do next. This week, our objective is to sell 200 shirts. 200 is a big number, but it's a good number. I believe that it is possible. If we sell the 200 shirts, then we'll cover ordering costs, raise more awareness, start the launch of our donations to counseling centers, and cover deposits. So 200 shirts in one week? Very doable, I promise. I will be working my butt of with trying to make some contacts on ordering shirt wise. I think I really just have to make like three phone calls and write a few emails to people. Plus, if these shirts are ordered and I get that account opened this week, then we'll have plenty of things going for our organization. I just need to make sure that I get this tv thing all sorted out, too.

On the other hand, I've realised that I like being single. I'm also enjoying every moment of just being the crazy and insane person I am. I got a tattoo that is a huge part of my being now. I'm starting to discover myself. My mother isn't too keen of me discovering myself, but she can't really do much about it now. My father is a big supporter. I kinda have to kick my mom's butt to get her to believe in me. It's really sad, actually. She used to believe in me, and now it takes me kicking and screaming to prove a point to her. I can be just as successful as the next person, you know. I really can. She just doesn't see it yet. Dad already sees beyond what's in front of me and him. He sees that I'm going to be beyond incredible at whatever I set my mind to. I started this organization and want to continue being involved in the music industry. It's really a difficult task to do what I do....

This also brings me to my next point: I quit my job. Now my mamma is really finna have my head. She better not, but she is having a hard time understanding that I can do a lot of things that seem impossible to everyone else. I'm fighting her tooth and nail. I know how to come up with car insurance funds. It's easy, ya know? I just pay myself from my organization. It's legit if I just pay myself whatever I need for car insurance and leave $100 a month to keep as just small spending money for my insane affinity with traveling. I want to go to Tennessee for Spring Break. I'm pretty sure that I can go, but I'm finna check today, too, just to make sure. I really wanted to go to Michigan the weekend of the 27th, but that's not finna happen, I gather. I don't think my mamma is too keen on driving up 10 and half hours with her now-only daughter.

In any event, I've been writing music a lot lately, and it's been a ton of fun. I've also managed to record some of it. Click here to check out the rough idea recordings...they suck, as does my voice, but I'm finna get better, cos I continue to practice and such. They were just one takes and really rough.

I should really get going, cos I have fifty three pictures to edit... I might have to do them tomorrow and call it a night. I'm pooped, and I'm thinking about actually finishing off the grammar corrections on my Spanish homework. I'm such a delinquent. I also have to find my other work for English to add to my portfolio. Go me!!!

Later world.