How Wonderful June 2nd Is

Ok, this is my second one for the day. I'm really starting to become concerned about myself. I'm not so sure of how I'm going to do this project. Why did God give it to me? Why not someone more emotionally stable and capable? I feel ill-equipped. I feel unprepared. I just don't think I can do this. I know that God may have very well thought me ready and that I could handle it, and I'm not going to question His judgement. I mean, He's the one who made me. He knows me better than anyone else. I'm just upset that this is completely overwhelming. I really feel like crying. There is just too much here. And I feel so broken because I'm so unsure of whether I'll accomplish all that God has in store for me. I feel like I may lose out because I will doubt when things start to get tough. I want things to be easier than they are. But that's not going to happen. Instead, I'm just going to cry. And then I'll cry out to Him. After all of that is said and done, I will for sure be the one who feels empty and exhausted. You will not find me anywhere cos I will be hiding, trying to catch my breath.